Lyrics
Two pills down, lavender on my tongue But sleep’s a war that can’t be won Tossing left then rolling right Muscle memory of another restless night Used my hand down there to find some peace But the tension just won’t cease Staring at the ceiling’s void Every remedy I’ve deployed
Phone’s calling out to me From the nightstand, silently But I know that blue light curse Will only make it worse
I just wanna SLEEP! I just wanna SLEEP! Why won’t my mind just shut down and surrender? Can’t take another night, I can’t remember!
Fan blades cutting through the silence White noise meant to calm the violence In my head where thoughts keep spinning This battle that I’m never winning Tried to meditate and center But anxiety won’t let me enter That peaceful place I’m desperately seeking While my tired eyes keep leaking
Pillow’s getting warm and flat Sheets twisted where I’m at Clock face mocking me with time Another sleepless paradigm
I just wanna SLEEP! I just wanna SLEEP! Why won’t my mind just shut down and surrender? Can’t take another night, I can’t remember!
Minutes crawling like hours Exhaustion with no superpowers Eyes burning but wide awake How much more can one person take?
I just wanna SLEEP! I just wanna SLEEP! Finally drifting, consciousness fading… Then the alarm starts serenading!
Another day begins But I never win This war with sleeplessness Another day begins…